And then I end up in the hospital, and my hate ends up being proven correct. This body is not me. This body is not mine. And I want no part of it.This Body is a Constant Apology2.2K16Zach J. PayneChristina M. WardApr 20, 2019·1 min readThis, has made me cry. My empathy for you abounds. I am sorry that you have had this experience and that it touched you deeply in this negative, raw way. May you find healing for this experience and feel better soon!