Yes--looking back at this story it is clear I have always known he had secrets---I HAD NO IDEA HOW BIG AND DESTRUCTIVE THEY WERE. It looks like getting out of that situation was best for me--but I left everything behind. My poor pets. It breaks my heart!!! I am GOING to get a camper and get on the road for a new life--remote work, travel blogging, freedom, and HEALING.
Your support has truly touched my heart. Thank you.